Today, I’m feeling a little overwhelmed and a little stressed out. There’s about a million and a half things I can think of that I want/need and am on an extremely tight budget. And today it’s just like all of a sudden, I’ve got 5 big things I need to save for. I’m trying to get my business up and running but I feel overwhelmed with that too. Trying to work and do shows, is hard with two young kids. Babysitters are EXPENSIVE. I feel like half the money I earn in one night, goes to a sitter.
Ironically enough my devotional was about radical obedience and giving. Blessing others and giving to others instead of being selfish. And today I feel really selfish.
Then my Bible verse for the day was about being thankful for all things. And today I’m not feeling thankful. Today I’m feeling upset and mad over all the things I don’t have and aren’t doing.
So, it’s time to drink my afternoon coffee and let it go. Leave it to God to deal with and LET. IT. GO. (Clearly I have a 4 year old where Frozen is in our conversations most of the day.) Be thankful for what I do have and LET. IT. GO. Or maybe I just need a nap. Yeah, a nap sounds good.